Ocean blue, what have I done to you?

One month since I've blogged. I seriously thought of deleting my blog because there's really nothing much I can talk about. I'm at home like most of the time and the only time I get out are during the weekends. And I'm so bloody lazy to type. And the pictures.. gawd it's either tinypic's not working or it's photobucket. It gets so annoying sometimes.

So, I've been working rather hard these few days,well in fact I'm working harder than before because my O levels Math is around the corner. It's a little more than a month till I have to face it AGAIN. I feel like a loser sometimes. What if I fail again? God please I wouldn't wanna have to face this again. It's just torture and misery, having to experience failure again. I did worked really hard for my math last year,but I guess it wasn't hard enough. There's a difference between not working hard and failing, & working so hard and in the end, your efforts did not pay off. That's the worst part. Ever. I don't want to cry so hard again and always asking myself why, why, why. Why did I fail? How could I have failed? Miserable. I just really hope my efforts will pay off this time.

Blah. ciao.