Yesterday was actually pretty much a bad and good day. Everything was screwed up in the morning but it went well in the evening because I get to have dinner with my friends! We planned to come out together and have a gathering as it was Jun Heng's birthday! Being with them makes me happy and cheerful. Because of them, I kinda forgot all the unhappiness I had the whole day, and I realized that friends are indeed really important in your life.I had a really good time with them. :)
It was a bad start in the morning, but I soon reminded myself that bad things will eventually be over, and that I shouldn't dwell too much into things. Things are constantly changing, and as time goes by, I soon realized that memories will remain as memories, and no matter how happy and unforgettable these memories were, they will never change a thing now. You taught me that promises are meant to be broken, and they were made during the happy times, and broken and thrown aside during the bad times. When you're happy, you promise me this, you promise me that. You promised to go through thick and thin with me, you promised me that you will always be here by my side. But where were you when bad things happened? You lose hope, you lose the faith, you willingly allow your emotions to control you. You forget your promises, you forget everything. I do not want a person to only spend happy moments with me. I want someone who will go through the bad times with me, no matter how bad it is, because that is when I will realize who is true, and who is not.
It's so shocking that one can change so much in one glance, and you yourself know that you can never turn back ever again. You are only human, so am I. I know that I will never give up on the person I love, I will never give up on the most important people in my life till the day I stopped loving them. If I am able to perservere despite having to deal with shit and bad times, why can't you? It's not your fault actually. Because of you, I learnt my mistakes along the way, and I try to make things better. Because of you, I learnt to be strong. Because of you, I'm going to become the independent me again. If I'm already family to you, why do you give up on your family so easily? Why?
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