Monday, June 3, 2013

Dirty.

Nursing science 1 and Pharmacology test papers down, and I'm going to cry. I cannot understand what is wrong with me but I just went blank. BLANK. Eh fuck my life seriously. I'm so tired of always having to experience failure but you can say I kind of have very high expectations of myself. Bad idea huh.

Feeling out of sorts lately with so many things which turned out to be really bad distractions, it's like as if I'm not able to sit still and focus. I think it's time for a break between my phone and I. The technology is no good for me for now.

Thank god there's no school for tomorrow before the next common test comes up, so I can put my all in this. I better do well. And I will.

So, shitty things happened during these period of only 2 weeks and drama level was at its maximum. I honestly want to laugh out loud right in your face about how retarded you actually are. I'm sorry but I forgot you got a right to talk here? It totally slipped my mind that all you wanted was some attention from everyone and oh guess what you got it! Standing ovation again, guys. Liars and cheaters are the top of my most hated list. If you're either a liar or a cheater or BOTH, can we just pretend we don't know each other? Because walking alongside with you just makes me disgusted with you, and then with myself for hanging out with you. There's no need for friendship, really. I believe there are honest chaps out there whom I can befriend other than you which is just plain, pathetic.

Humans. They need to understand that there are certain circumstances whereby you need to just shut the hell up and absorb all the insults hurled by everyone because listen well. YOU DESERVE IT. Like sweet heavens you've sinned so badly for being a slut and there you are acting all defensive and claiming that we don't know the real you. Hey, we DO NOT WANT to know the real you, we're not interested, really. You can save it up for someone who is willing to know all about you. Poor thing. And I always thought this kind of dirty deeds are only shown on TV.

You may ask why I sounded so defensive even though shit didn't happen to me? I am so sorry but whoever hurt my close friends and family, I be going all out ok.

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