Hello. I am feeling so mooody now. I'm far too lazy to pack my school bag for tomorrow. And now I do not know what to do. :/ My lil brother accidentally stapled his finger earlier on. I was so FREAKED OUT. But I took the staple outtt. Noble or what heehee. n.n I find it stupid to arrange sports carnival in the midst of May. Like hello our chinese O levels exams are around the corner. -.- Annoying. I find it so strange that the school is able to stress us all but also arrange so many fucking events at the same time. Senseless.Haven't been online these days and life feels so fucked up. Okay I have been online but off after a lil while. Sometimes I wish I can leave this country all alone and make new friends and start life afresh for a change. :) Just me thoughts. That will be nice.
Fucking hot these few days I think I'm parched. lol. Merda haha. I hope cold hits this damn ass place before I faint out. You know these few days I've been observing people. Many of them. And I'm frustrated. I don't know why but just that. Their attitudes, their personalities, their way of talking, all their shit. Yes. And I came to realize how boring life has become for me. I realized I really dislike where I'm living now. I realized things do change. I realized I've become a hater. I hate this. I hate that. I hate everything. I hate you. I hate her. I hate him. Yes all these fuck shit. I don't like the way things are going through. It's so confusing yet so unexplainable.
I need to say it all out. I realized I've been bottling stuffs inside me and it's annoying. I realized I like being alone because that's when I am always true to myself. I realized many things. I want to start things new. I want to be selfish and let things go my way cause if I don't. The same old shit start happening and I have to start realizing things again.Why. Why do all these have to happen.
Maybe I can go over to Canada to visit sweet Sami.Maybe I can go over to Venice to visit Filish. But ah it's just bullcrap.
Ciao.
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