Weird.

Times like this I just feel like burying myself under the covers and never wake up. It's surprising to know that I've been struggling until now and still going. The human willpower never fails to amaze me. It's already the end of the third week in school and I'm still surviving. Haha. I am quite glad that time is actually getting by really quickly and in a blink of an eye it's already nearly a month since we Krabi. I must admit these few weeks sucked and the emotional torture is taking a toll on me. I'm not feeling good but that does not mean that I am giving up.. Someday this pain will mean something to me. Someday. I'm so impatient about everything right now, nothing seems to be going my way but I know that eventually things will get better and everything will be worth it.
Just a week away from my 18th birthday, and as important as it seems to me, I don't think it matters anymore. I don't seem to feel the excitement everytime my birthday is around the corner like why?